Friday, August 05, 2005

she is back.... but i have no feeling..

hmmm.... i super long nv blog liao.. kinda of having boring life.. going to quit kino soon abt 2 or 3 months... so guys any things u wan to get better hurry up.. haha.. Miss 4 going to quit soon... last day was 20th of Aug i think so.. hmm.... kinda of sad... cant see her smile liao.. haha... i only like the smile... i'm bad...
Sunday nite my ex gf suddenly sms mi after we , a grp of fren including her finish play LAN * hehe i dun need to pay* then she wan to come over my house and borrow comic and then we start to talk and chat abt our past and wat hapened the past 3 years and she feel sorry for wat she did 3 years ago.. but then i dun feel anything liao.. then she told mi she broke up with her bf also.. 2 weeks ago ba.. feel kind of sad for her... a bit soft hearted when see her like tat.. do have soft spot her but then there is no love and like anymore... coz there is some1 inside mi.. then we chat till morning lo... then this week she alway meet mi everynite.. and sms mi almost everyday... meet mi becoz she wan to borrow and read comic.. sms mi when i reach home after work so tat she can lent from mi.. then becoz of this i cant play game and do my own thing sometimes.. very tired liao then still have to pei her.. bo pian she is feeling down... need some1 to help her to get over it.. at least we are frens now.. happy abt it.. I dun think there will be a chance tat we might get together again.. coz i have no feeling but just a soft spot.. and i hope i wont mislead her in another other ways..
then now my bloody phone was so hard to press... i cant even press properly.. take so long to actually send 1 sms... press so hard that my finger almost break.. really hope to get my 3G phone soon.. Oh ya.. guess i dint talk abt this.. i will get a free 3G phone free from M1... coz they are taking my Final year project as 1 of their 3G download.. so they will be giving mi a free 3G phone that wat my lecturer, Alan told mi la... so long liao still havent call mi..
working was ok lo.. make some stupid mistake.. make shi fu*shuyu* angry so sorry.. i am trying hard to do make mistake. haiz... really short of money man.. so this month i am working afternoon shift*12.45pm-10pm* on monday, wednesday and friday.. tues and thur are evening shift*6pm- 10pm*
then from 13th Aug- 27th Aug i will be working another part time job.. only 5 days.. but these 5 days are weekends, not very sure wat job is abt la.. heard is like crowd control and etc.. then was 10am to 6 pm.. quite ok la.. still can meet some fren after work... phew... guess tat all la...